Big scan day

Tomorrow I get another scan and bloodwork. This is the big scan though which will most likely tell me whether or not I stay on the stims, whether I trigger soon, or as in the case of an old cycle from three years ago whether I already ovulated and all is gloom and doom. I don't think I'll be sleeping very well tonight. I want to get tomorrow over with.

I hate the last weeks of IVF treatment. It's a lot of melodrama and it's really hard to handle melodrama when you're all hopped up on hormones and without caffeine or sugar.

I really do need a good night's sleep though otherwise I'll blame that if this cycle is a bust.